Triple trouble / Alexithymia

You wished me into your life,

shortly allowing us both to thrive.

Two souls connected by touch

which soon became too much.

I knew I could only lose

by giving you freedom to choose

to decide with your mind or soul

I wanted you whole, and lost all

. 

I saw you shedding some tears,

while submitting to your fears.

I planted seeds of freedom in you,
would've loved be around for harvest, too.

The mix of cheap wine and deep sorrow

now has me waiting for a better tomorrow.

See you in the next life

When we first met, 

time didn't seem to exist.

The connection we had

was sheer impossible to resist.

I dared to love again,

couldn't fathom my luck.

I forgot all the pain

which until then had struck.

When you said good bye,

I didn't go mad.

When I saw you cry,

I still felt incredibly sad.

It was over before it truly began

the end hit me just like a van.

Battlefields

I breathe in, I breathe out,

the voice in my mind still loud,

I breathe in, I breathe out,

wonder what it's all about.

I consume, I produce,

I feel good in my shoes,

I consume, I produce -

creativity on the loose.

I go up, I go down,

still with a frown,

I go up, I go down

and feel like a clown.

In a world of constant madness

I foster my frequent sadness.

max blues

Networks of violence

exist in loud silence

doing their dirty job

fighting for the the top.

Watching people pass by

some upfront, some shy

I wonder if peace has gone

and brutality has finally won.

With more and more oppression

less space is left for compassion,

people act just like machines

and might blame their evil genes.

Yet there's nothing to lose,

once you learn to choose.

High levels of strangeness

It hit me like a shock -
another writer's block!
Open space stares at me,
no thing I can see.

We need no words to talk,
no phrases marked in chalk.
When our lips sink together,
this now lasts forever.

It's life we celebrate
when our bodies communicate,
spirits, unbreakable,
exploring the unspeakable.
Action writes the story,
don't you worry.